Carpe Diem

i'm blaming it on my sentience. the catalyst is ficklish, it could have been the pictures, which is even more depressing when i realize i no longer remember the names in them. it could have been this three years ago entry, written at that particular hour when i squeezed my writing capability in hope to leave a post which best describes that feeling of desolation. it could have been this song, when i heard it for the firstime in the camp that i got carried away.

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

really, theres actually time in life that i feel proud living life a nomad, but oppose to that my sense of nostalgia. in silence, i envy how beautiful it must be, that ever the same venice.