I feel.

its gonna be a simple entry with very few sentences, it's just how I feel at the current moment.

I feel you're changing, or maybe you have.

I feel myself having hedgehog's dilemma.

I'm feeling insecure.

I feel I should think more for MYSELF.

I try to play a better part, but when I do, I get all these feelings, I think its better to stick back to what I used to be, one who doesn't care about anything.

And for all these cause, I will work hard, I want to live for myself, because I feel like a wraith when I lay all my hopes in you. I, me, myself will come first, from now on.