Random day.

I picked up one cent from the floor, at the crowded KLCC LRT station, which everyone has stepped on it, abandoned it, I know one day it'll turn into something else, it's a promising one cent coin.

On the way back home in the train, I saw this young boy who looked very much alike with me, he looked just as when I was 8 or 9 years of age, short hair, thick eye brow, shiny eyes, small lips, round face.


Last night the girl was having her graduation night, while she do she took some picture of herself and sent me through MMS, this is the one I like very much. =)

I'm so hyper and alive dancing to the song(Inner Circle - Sweat) in my room! you might not know this song, but I guess you remember the rhythmic " A La La La La Long~~" yeah it's that song. =) sometimes I'm just so randomly delighted over this kind of music, sadly everytime when the song finishes playing, some metal pieces came up next and it suddenly annoys me, and I have to open the playlist and, here goes a la la la la long~ again!

Seize The Day.

Do not ask, you cannot know what God will give to me, to you.
Don't play with fortune telling, either.
How much better it is to just deal with whatever comes your way,
whether He allow many more winters or a final one,
now break down the opposing cliff with the force of the sea.
Be wise, drink your wine, trim back spacious hopes to the short term.
Even now, while we talk, jealous time is flying past;
Seize the day, don't put much credit in tomorrow.

Long sights into the night.

Out at the balcony, there's cool breeze, shades of mountains in front of me only to be seen the silhouette, I saw street lights shining luminously in a dark yellowish radiant, at times some cars passing by, but minus off day time traffic noise pollution. the night is so different from day time being, I see visions, in some how between blurry and clarion, far away, it awaits me. Where is my dream?

Drifting.

I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.

I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.

You see me in my daily grin,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone,
I question
Just where I belong.

I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.

For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.

Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?

It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.

I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my stare.

It seems the harder that I try,
To focus through the haze,
Just serves to add more questions,
Through my endless, tired gaze.

Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,
To understand it all,
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store?

Each incident, each moment passed,
Just adds upon the next,
But in the end, will I find truth ...
Or will I be perplexed?

Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time?

Or will it leave me broken,
And confused as I feel now,
While questions bring no solitude,
To this, my wrinkled brow.